I will seriously never understand boys!

Ok so back in October I really liked this guy but he was really unreliable and he would never reply to my txts or calls. We kind of lost touch when he changed jobs but in January we started talking again after running into eachother. So things went right back to us flirting all the time but it never went anywhere. Well lately we became kind of close, he never ignores my txts or calls anymore and we hang out about 4 times a week and he has introduced me to a lot of his friends.

So what's the issue? Well I'm still super confussed where I stand with him. I can't tell if he likes me. He always txts me that he loves me but I think he does that to everyone. He then got a kind of girlfriend but that was doomed from the begining and they only dated for about a week.

So on Saturday I was hanging out with him and his roomate and he kept telling me "oh I love hanging out with you! You are so real and i love it." and he said " you don't realize how many people we ignore to hang out with you." and his roomate was like "totally! Everyone else is so fake and that gets so old." it was really flattering because I think they are really cool and I always feel somewhat lame because I'm a nerd. Then on Sunday we end up going to a bar and drinking with his roomate and his roomates sister. Well I get there and he had already bought me a drink and he says to me "I'm so glad you came because Taylor(the roomate) is going to be just hanging out with his sister and I wanted someone." I don't really know what he meant by that! And then I finally told him about my lap band and he said " that is so cool! You looked good before but you're hot now!" and I think I made a face or something because he asked me if I thought I was hot and I said I don't know and that it is hard to explain. So he says " you're totally hot! I really realized it the other day when you were wearing that yellow shirt and you were walking down the stairs. Wow" I just laughed and blushed I don't really remember what he is talking about but he seemed to remember it really vividly. Then we drank more and he asked if I would go out with them on Tuesday and I said yeah and asked if I would dance with him on tuesday at the club and I said of course and he said "good! Just so you know I'm going to grind on you." hahahaha! I don't know what to think about that.

Well all in all we had a good night on Sunday but i'm still so confused! I guess we will see how our night goes tomorrow. He told me Sunday night was the best night he has had in years ( he can be a little overdramatic). I guess I don't really know what to do to let him know I like him. Ahhhh!


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Wellness Video Update

ok so I sent in my story for that wellness video and they said they won't be able to feature me in the video but that they would try to feature my story in one of the quarterly bulitens. That is fine with me honestly. It would have been cool but I also get very nervous on camera! hahaha

On another note I had a really cool experience the other day. I was at work and I'm becoming fit certified so I was in the dressing room with a customer and my boss and the lady started talking about how she had just gotten surgery and my boss asked what surgery and she said that she had just had a lower body lift. She said that she had gastric bypass and had lost 175lbs and that she had about 60lbs left but decided to get the surgery. My boss said "you know sarah had weightloss surgery too!" and we started to talk about it. It was kind of cool to meet someone who has had weight loss surgery that way. I always imagined that that might happen but I never thought it would. And she told me all about her plastic surgeon and he sounds amazing!!! I can't wait to check him out! I've been looking around for surgeons but I haven't made any consultations yet. I need to start doing that because I kind of hope that I will be able to get surgery this summer. I keep going back and forth on what I would like to get done and I can't decide! I know I definately want to take care of my bat wings and I know I need to take care of my inner thighs but I would also like to have a lower body lift because my rear sags quite a bit! hahaha

Newish Pictures!

Here are some newer pictures!

An ugly sweater party I threw! hahaha

Same party

Dancing at the party! hahaha

Goodbye celebration for my friend on the right. This is also the night I met that guy.

Goofing off in science class.

Same class. Taking samples in the bathroom. HAHAHA

oh and catherine i finally got my eyebrows done!!!!!!

Movie star???

Hahaha so I'm at work right now and we have these flyers everywhere that say " volunteers wanted!" so I read it and it says they are looking for volunteers to be in a wellness video they are making for our benefits. They want people to email their wellness stories to corporate and if you make the cut you go to Seattle and film the movie and then you travel with them to different places in the region to promote the program. I'm kind of tempted to do it. They did use weight loss success as an example. But I don't know if they want someone who has done it with or without surgery. We will see....


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Another Update! And I need your input!

OK so I've been super busy of course and once again haven't had a chance to blog lately. :( but I have an iPhone now and I downloaded the blogger app so hopefully this will give me a chance to update a little more often. So here is what's new in my life so far.

• I've lost a little more weight but wasn't trying. I actually didn't even know I had because the batteries in my scale died a few months ago and so I haven't been weighed since my last doctors appointment. But people all of a sudden people started to ask me if I lost more weight and I kept telling them no since my clothes fit the same. Well I finally bought some new batteries and sure enough I went from 171( I fluctuate between 167 and 172 normally but that was what I was stable at for awhile) to 161! hahaha Now I know it sounds strange but being at 161 makes me a little nervous because I wasn't trying to loose anything it just happened and I don't want to get any smaller than this so I hope I don't mysteriously loose more weight again! But on an exciting note I officially weight less than half my original weight!!!! I was originally 324 I'm now 161 and I lost 163! woo hoo!!!!
• Ok so another update that isn't weight loss related! I got a promotion at work! I'm officially the accessories assistant manager and I love it!!! It keeps me crazy busy though between that and school and friends so that's probably why I haven't updated much. I started that on december 1st. My next goal is to move on to opening a new store as accessories department manager. There are a few new stores opening next spring which is when I would love to do this since I would finally be done with my AA. Here are my choices of cities so far: Lakewood, CO; Upland, CA; Peoria, AZ; Lakewood, CA; Tampa, FL; Chicago, IL; Boca Raton, FL; Durham, NC. OK so a lot of those stores are actually opening in fall but I'm really ready to relocate again! So I haven't been to most of these cities and I know a few of you are from florida if you guys could give me some input on ANY of these cities that would be fantastic!!!!
• One more update that kind of sucks. I met a guy but it didn't work out. :( Oh well I think he was a little bit of a d-bag. I will have to update more on that later right now I need to go meet up with a friend for lunch!!!

Hopefully a new post comes sooner rather than later!!!