So I've got my first problem. I'm doing a favor for a friend of mine and now he wants to take me to lunch. The problem is that I start my diet tomorrow. I don't want to tell him what I'm doing so I think I'm going to just go ahead and have lunch. I haven't had the surgery yet so I wont do any damage and I've already lost the weight that I need to lose before surgery but they have everyone do a standard pre-op diet. I feel so guilty though. I mean eventually I'm going to have to start telling people but I'm scared! I feel like just because I'm not 500 lbs people are going to think that I don't need this or that I'm taking the easy way out. I CAN lose weight on my own but the problem is that I cant keep it off and always just end up gaining even more weight. I dont want people to give me those judgemental looks that I get when I first tell people about the surgery. It sucks, these people dont know what I've been through with my weight. now I just want to say if you are reading this then you are not one of the people I'm talking about.
So enough ranting and on to something else. I'm going to put up pictures this week for my pre-op pictures. Also I had someone ask me what my final goal weight is so I thought I would post my goals. I'm going to make little goals on my way to my final goal.
1st goal = 260 lbs
2nd goal = 240 lbs
3rd goal = 220 lbs
4th goal = 199 lbs
final goal = 180 lbs
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thats a good plan with the set goals. I'm sure one lunch couldn't hurt right? tell me how it goes.
keep up the good work.
Ash
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